A Murder in Mundelein

<p>Our father is gone. And as for Monica if she is out there somewhere I can only imagine how she must have been haunted all along maybe even daily by all of this.</p> <p>Benjamin and I I don't believe either of us has any burning desire to find Monica and bring her to justice. Deep down I guess I think that she probably has served her life sentence for her crimes several times over - mental anguish that may have grown even beyond what I might imagine.</p><p>For now Benjamin and I just plan to move on to continue our lives as we have been living them. We will try.</p><p>I cannot speak for both of us of course. But for me the greatest difficulty will be learning to live with the legacy of my father. As I look back I fear it may be a diminished legacy.</p> <p>It's always difficult when you first realize that someone you idolize might be mortal after all.</p><p>I am haunted by my father.</p>