A SOLO ACT

<p>John a young widower becomes old too soon after losing Sylvia.&nbsp;He hallucinates contemplates suicide cringes bawls and is angry.</p><p>Will there be hope? Will Old John find himself from the I Me Myself he has lost his stubborn rigid cranky self in?</p><p>THIS IS MY STORY</p><p>THE STORY OF OLD JOHN.</p><p><br/>I have been left behind.</p><p>By my children.</p><p>All three of them.&nbsp;</p><p>Actually I chose to stay back.</p><p>All by myself.</p><p>I ME MYSELF.</p><p>I live Alone. We come alone we go alone.</p><p>My wife too has gone.&nbsp;</p><p>Forever.</p><p>I used to fight her. Now I admit to myself I miss her.</p><p>These are my three states of being.<br/>It took me long to realize.</p><p>MYSELF the selfish person the individual Old John.</p><p>ME MY SOUL. The true self. The future ever living undying John.</p><p>And I the fighter the angry angsty past self that made mistakes...</p><p>..which I admit ME MY SOUL wants to leave behind here.</p><p>My soul is just looking for peace.</p><p>For release.</p><p>For SOULITUDE.</p><p>Believe me this looking.&nbsp;</p><p>It is ~ A S O L O ACT.</p>