Finding a meaning from a seemingly meaningless life to spiritual fulfilment though loss and loneliness: moments of grief peace and gladness. My story like that of others is a saga of a human being from frustration to contentment: Through suffering and joy from sadness to happiness in an increasingly turbulent world beset by changes catastrophes and undreamt of achievements. I feel luckier than most for having found a meaning of my life. My tribute to Charles Dickens for the thought: I feel that I've become the hero of my own life rather than its victim.