Adrian's Perception

<p>Today I awoke Like any other day Today was the<br />fi rst and my last day Today is the day that I take my life<br />Today is the day that I take this one last walk I have all the<br />stuff And I will even carry the pain But this isn’t no ordinary<br />walk You see this walk defi nes me It will let you see all of<br />my You will know my naked truth Today in this last walk<br />You will see all I was once a happy child with smiles and<br />cheer I had the mother the father and the sisters to share<br />With family and friends that followed near I had an aunt<br />the loved me o so dear But later that year the tears began to<br />fall And my tears begun to follow so close in the air Right<br />foot left foot Just as easy I lost my dad to the streets that he<br />loved so dear Later she said I love you so dear And she died<br />the aunt that loved me o so dear. With less that 15 steps I<br />would take near I would almost loose my mother 3 times<br />that year With father no where in sight my sister step in so<br />dear Th e walk isn’t over with more to come 20 more steps<br />and she molested me 5 more and I never trusted no more since then 10 more steps I take<br />And I see me with 10 more suicide attempts Failure came with no success So my heart<br />became depressed With comfort in food and my world Where I found little boy blue As<br />the steps continue my life fl ashes by All that haunts me and where I said goodbye With<br />6 more steps I take I found friends but I also found hate Hate from others and yes that<br />includes family and friends With one step that adds seven now I hate myself once more<br />now 18 steps more I take and I end up a t a street light Red means stop but with me it<br />means rage With not much more to go now With a fl ame that use to burn bright with a<br />fellow And yes he was my knight But thought from my head with unexplained truth And<br />the taste for the world Took me 9 step further away When it ended with 25 steps of one<br />night stands And a gift to carry with my souls that is now save But at a cost of family<br />friends and a love life that is no more 5 more steps now and the rode is almost there.<br />With the last few tears follow the steps One more step and I stand here With all my<br />secrets exposed And a body that bares it all with the marks and there no end Today I took<br />my last walk And step by step I told my life And I wonder why I am still alive And why<br />he hasn’t taken my life or why he won’t let me take my own Oddly he speaks to me and<br />says you’re not done With every step you took was an obstacle and when I pushed You<br />pushed back Don’t give up now when you’re almost done I know your story now the<br />world does to Now show them what you can do You beaten the odds over and over again<br />Now this year its is the end you fi ght once more And my blessed child you shall win<br />Today I awoke with and end insight and now I see I must begin again But this time with<br />happiness insight at the end</p>