Alexithymia but Facade

Alexithymia but facade my book explains about the feelings and thoughts of one facing it. This state is nothing else then just letting out all your fake emotions for the sake of the society and not being able to truly describe or express them. Think of it how scary and distressing it must be to just live like a dead soul in your body. While keeping that in mind I wrote it feeling like I am the one. I tried my best to express the emotions that usually get stuck between alexithymia and facade and are never led out.