When Allison began to care for her mother with Alzheimers she started to ask some difficult questions. At what point is a life no longer worth living? Would dementia be in her future too? Worried that her mothers fate may be her own Allison comes up with an unusual approach to try and control her own demise: start smoking. After all she would rather die of cancer or a lung infection than the way her mother did - unable to recognize her own family to take care of herself or even speak. The tough