Alone in a Crowd

Always seemingly happy and talkative the author shares the darkest secrets of her sixteen-year battle with an eating disorder. Hiding her insecurities behind the mask of a seemingly perfect life Andrea struggles to be present in the moment even when surrounded by family and friends. Every moment of each day her thoughts and energy are consumed by body image concerns distorted thoughts around food and other mental health issues. Andrea often finds herself feeling Alone in a Crowd despite her professional knowledge and caring family. Her husband also shares his unique partner's perspective describing the stressors of being in a relationship consumed by a disordered-eating addiction. He candidly describes his frustrations and feelings of powerlessness and betrayal in their fight against food. Eventually they both realize that a shift in mindset would be necessary for their marriage to survive. With the help of professional counselling services and personal reflection Andrea is able to gain control over her self-harming ways. Despite overcoming this deadly addiction she soon discovers that Life doesn't stand up to applaud her accomplishment but instead throws more hurdles her way including her recent diagnosis of Multiple Sclerosis.