Alone in a Crowded Room

<p>When five-year-old Lexie Saunders learns she is adopted and is told she is handpicked by Mother from a line-up of baby cribs her life is forever changed. Instead of feeling special Lexie becomes haunted by “Mama” the mystery lady who gave birth to her.<br /> </p><p>The disappearance of Mama leaves a hole in Lexie’s heart keeping her separate and feeling different from others. She often experiences acute loneliness even in the midst of a crowd of friends or family. Were she to learn the reason for her adoption perhaps she would feel complete. However searching for Mama means a possible rejection plus it might devastate the mother who has raised her.</p><p>Lexie Mama and Mother have each suffered greatly: one the loss of a mother one the loss of a child and one the loss of fertility. Together in the adoption triad they are like the notes of a musical chord inextricably intertwined for better or worse.</p><p>In recognition of her adopted grandparents’ and aunt’s unconditional love Lexie will eventually gain the courage to search for answers plaguing her over a lifetime. Will they bring closure or open old wounds?</p>