Always Carry Me with You: A Young Widow's Journey of Love Loss and What Comes After by

In May 2012 against all odds and after an incredibly difficult journey into motherhood Faby Ryan gives birth to her miracle 1 lb 2 oz micro-preemie. After enduring a five-and-a-half month stay in the Neonatal Intensive Care Unit Faby and her husband Danny Ryan are finally able to bring their daughter home only to discover the journey doesnt end there.Three years later while on a family vacation at the Colorado River just North of Lake Havasu Arizona Faby Ryan loses her husband in a tragic accident leaving her a thirty-two-year-old widow and solo parent to their three-year-old special needs daughter Emma.After going through the most incredible loss in her life Faby Ryan embarks on a journey of self-discovery healing and finding her true calling. In the midst of loss pain and heartache her willingness to survive gives way to new adventures new opportunities and a newfound love for writing and sharing her story with the world. Her journey through loss ignites a fire in her she never knew she had. Always Carry Me With You is the story of Faby and Dannys life together: their beautiful relationship the journey into parenthood and Fabys immense loss and fight for survival after all the tragedy that changed her world. Her story is meant to inspire and give courage to anyone coping with overwhelming loss trauma and grief. It is a reflection of love hope motherhood and adventure-a reminder that you can still find joy through loss.