Ambivalence

<p>Laurel</p><p> </p><p>My one true desire is this; to be adored. Blessedly I had always known love.</p><p>Middle class existence an All-American family and a brother to share my days with.</p><p>My twin.</p><p>Yin and yang.</p><p>All we were missing was that white picket fence but I easily settled for the wood line in its stead.</p><p>Sheer perfection so quickly torn away.</p><p>I'm nothing more than a craving now a</p><p>means to an end.</p><p>He loves me craves me even.</p><p>He would do anything for me.</p><p>Risk it all just to have me.</p><p>Take what he must unwilling to pay the price.</p><p>He wants to possess me.</p><p>I want love above all else.</p><p>No matter the cost I'll pay it.</p><p>Grin and bear it.</p><p>Even if it ends in bloodshed.</p><p> </p><p>Mikey</p><p> </p><p>All I ever wished for was love.</p><p>Be careful what you wish for.</p><p>Keep the other two.</p><p>The shroud of perfection is slipping.</p><p>The white picket fence was never there.</p><p>I want love more than above all else.</p><p>No matter the price I'll pay it.</p><p>Grin and bear it.</p><p>Even if it ends in bloodshed.</p><p>.</p>