An Undesirable Mother

‘An Undesirable Mother’ is the unsung love story of a mother. Nobody wants to go through suffering it is abundant in all living things so I’d say a love narrative rather than a panic story. But if my readers find it painful it will be my success story. It is our limitation that we cannot separate love from pain. This is intuitive writing. In other terms words come from the soul. I began writing this book following my court proceedings eleven years ago. (Up to the Gujarat High Court Division Bench) but I was unable to complete it due to my emotional roller coaster trips. However I believe that my procrastination has brought me to a positive conclusion. This is the account of how at the age of nine I lost contact with my tiny daughter due to a child’s wish in court. This book is about my court case experiences how I appeared before the high court as a party in person how I transitioned from a progressive life to a survival life and the consequences and my years of continual efforts to meet Mitthu as well as how the Universe assists me whenever I lose connectivity. Further about my efforts to resurrect life and my experiences during the grief years. When you seek validation from those around you and how they help you recognise your failure. Last but not least how did I meet my daughter when she was 21 and how did I rediscoverer my life!?