And Yet I Feel

<p>Maybe it's me. </p><p></p><p>Do I have too many expectations? </p><p></p><p>Maybe I'm too assertive or not assertive <em>enough</em>. Am I meant to be - alone?</p><p></p><p>They always seem interested. Until they're not. So many mixed signals. What <em>didn't</em> I see? </p><p>Make me feel like <em>I'm</em> the crazy one the needy one the troubled one.</p><p></p><p>I know what I want and what I don't. </p><p>It shouldn't be this hard this hurtful this cruel.</p><p></p><p><em>my soul aches for closure</em></p><p><em>begs for forgiveness</em></p><p><em>hopes to heal</em></p><p></p><p><em>I am broken</em></p><p><em>and yet </em></p><p><em>I feel</em></p><p></p><p>A memoir written in poetic verse and the second collection in the Fragile Heart Series the author shares her most intimate experiences over years of heartache joy despair and hope in the continued quest to find her person. </p><p></p><p></p><p><strong>Reading order:</strong></p><p></p><p><em>love and other company</em></p><p><em>and yet I feel</em></p><p><em>what forever feels like</em></p>