<p>On May 1 2013 I got the call that every mother dreads ... my family was in a terrible car accident. As the day unfolds I would say my final good-bye to my eldest daughter. My husband would become paralyzed from the neck down and near death several times. Lastly just ten days later I gave birth five weeks early to my fourth child. This would put my faith to the test. But by God&rsquo;s grace and support of my spiritual family I found the beauty in the storm.</p>