Beckoning Bullard

<p>Bullard is seen by his friends as the person they can rely on as they seek stability in their relationships not realizing that he has challenges of his own. In ?Beckoning BULLARD: The Search for Affection? the personal experiences and relationships of Bullard?s friends and his sister surrounds ?Affection?. Bullard guides and in some instances advises them through their deepest and darkest time with the hope of directing them to self realization. He is seen as a ?beacon of light? where his associates would beckon him as they try to gain self-esteem and garner personal development from his assistance. Bullard after interacting with them felt that their stories need to be told. This however was long before he told his best friend about his deep dark secret surrounding the molestation that he sustained when he was just nine years old and his promiscuous encounters thereafter all of which is documented in the novel ?F.I.N.N.?. It is also long before he witnessed the brutality and buggery his parents? sustained by three businessmen. Thereafter he was traumatized and went on a revengeful rampage to seek justice for their deaths in the novel ?To Whom It May Concern: The Night Walker?. Bullard is embarking upon a spiritual mission and uses the experiences of these ten associates to assist in finding his own path to righteousness but who counsels the counselor?</p>