Ben

<p><strong style=color: rgba(15 17 17 1)>It's often said that everything is impossible until it's done.</strong></p><p><span style=color: rgba(15 17 17 1)>And while I've always known my infatuation with Cash and Ford was meant to remain an unfulfilled dream I never really lost hope.</span></p><p><span style=color: rgba(15 17 17 1)>Hope that the two men twice my age would ever see me as more than just a kid. As more than just their best friend's son.</span></p><p><span style=color: rgba(15 17 17 1)>But I'm not a kid anymore and at twenty-one they're about to see that little meek and quiet Ben is old enough for many things. Old enough to finally attract their attention. And frankly old enough to know better. To know that these stolen touches and lustful trysts behind closed doors could never really amount to more.</span></p><p><span style=color: rgba(15 17 17 1)>Because everything will crumble as soon as Cash Ford and my father find out what I've been up to. That I've been keeping secrets from them all.</span></p><p><span style=color: rgba(15 17 17 1)>I can't possibly keep them both.</span></p><p><span style=color: rgba(15 17 17 1)>I can't keep them at all.</span></p><p><span style=color: rgba(15 17 17 1)>I know our love is impossible.</span></p><p><span style=color: rgba(15 17 17 1)>But god help me when has that ever stopped me?</span></p>