Diary Im sick of loving Antonio. He takes so much out of me but I have to stay with him because Im carrying his child. My friends keep telling me its wrong the way Antonio treats me but what do they know? Nicquesha eats hamburgers all day just to get close to Thomas who works at McDonalds. Tisha thinks her relationship with Samuel is so great that shes an authority on giving me advice. When everyone gets on my last nerve I can always count on Quinten. Hes my special little friend who happens to be my little secret. He takes away all the pain that Antonio gives me. Sometimes I have to keep telling myself.hes just a friend