Blessings in Disguise

<b>Gary R. Ryan</b> knew his life was no fairytale. His alcoholic father was gone. At age nine he pondered killing his abusive stepfather. By twelve he was stealing fighting and drinking. These infractions led to incarcerations escapes and recaptures; auto thefts; and robberies. At age seventeen he chose his senior yearbook picture from behind bars. <br> Despite attempts to work attend school and maintain a relationship drugs and alcohol always led him back to crime. He realized the pattern was related to the phenomenon of becoming institutionalized. Some guys he met in jail weren't interested in getting out. They had given up but Gary decided to break the mold. <br> <i>Blessings in Disguise</i> is Gary's story of choosing again and choosing differently. His recovery began when he successfully completed a two-year academic program at Camarillo State Mental Hospital and began working in the Acute Psychotic Intervention facility for adolescents. <br> Some of Gary's discoveries including his creativity and spirituality turned his life around. With help Gary found enlightenment is the epitome of life's experiences and that God really does not make mistakes. Most of all Gary found reasons to live when he really needed reasons.