Borderline.

Emotional regulation is a characteristicabsent in a borderline’s cognitive operation.. Stability isn’t a known function or concept.. Explosive reactive impulsive depressiveinsecurity masked as narcissismcomes in waves crashing every few seconds.. The outside world seemingly astonishedby the sheer self-destructive derangement.. Manifested as a result of abandonmenttimes described as traumaticand overwhelming dramaticism.. Living like this is painfulconstantly dishevelled by the consequencesof our own actions that would not have been committedif our brain knew how to regulate emotions.. It’s just a constant cycle of anxiety ridden compulsion and suicidal ideation. . Battling the fact of knowing thathealing is an almost impossible conclusion.