It was swimming fingers.Beautiful complimentsDark daysBeautiful rains.Boys telling me I was their everythingThen leaving me.It was my mother.My best friendsJessieSheaKali.Drowning in my hurtThem pulling me out.It was suicide on my brain.It was twelve roses that didn't mean anything.It was my beautiful cousins Hailey and BrookWho read it first.It was a thousand broken promises.It was liquor.It was boys throwing me against walls.It was years.It was loss.Boys cause chaos.