Brutal Honesty

' . . . I do struggle to think that James will be with someone else (even though he says he won't /cant) Realistically he would be young and would need someone. It is my belief that we have soulmates in life and at some point we are together again. I feel like this would be challenged if life is shared with another (stupid I know) I am also scared that there is nothing after death (which I don't believe but its hard not to think about it) . . . 'Deirdre Kohler' . . . several times during Sandy's last year of life she told me, "I want you to love again. Being with someone else will not take away from what we had . . . Promise me you'll love again" So I lied to her and said I would. And as time goes on, I know for certain that once you've found your soulmate, that's it. The thought of someone "replacing" her never enters my head or my heart. So I apologize to her for saying I would love again . . . So revel in this moment and don't be scared that there is nothing after this. Because I'm certain there's more than "this life" . . . 'Dan O'Deirdre Kohler has taken her shock of finding out she had a brain tumour at 31 years and turned it into a journey of healing, laughter, tears and hope. She gives an inspirational yet realistic and honest view of living with a brain tumour. She expresses the difference hope, prayer and God given faith makes in life and healing. The book is a blend of journal writings, private emails, medical information and personal input.