Brutally Broken Beautifully Redeemed

A story of a sexually abused girl. Broken...confused.... and doesnt understand love at all. She doesnt believe in God. She grows up to be a broken adult who has traded sexual abuse for physical abuse believing its what she deserves. Shes never seen a healthy relationship and has no idea how one functions. Shes developed a relationship addiction in hopes of finding someone that can love her. In her co-dependency she strives to find the man that can make her happy. Taking her own life seems to be the only way out of the horrible existence shes lived. Fully feeling like shes sitting at the gates of hell wanting in because even that has to be better than the life shes been dealt. Then she cries out wanting whatever power may be out there or the universe itself to help her end her life.