California the Lies Behind the Sunshine

I thought this Journey was it! I thought leaving New York behind to find Success would be easy. I thought that the grass was greener on the other side of the World... and it was. I was running towards the Sunshine; where everyone was happy life was good...but it wasn't. I wanted to be Famous! I wanted everyone to know Ms. Boss Lady! That was my plan...but it wasn't God's plan. I asked God for this Journey but I wanted to do it my way; I wanted God to just get me to California and I would take it from there. I didn't know what was going to happen along the way. Before I knew it I began my Journey to beautiful sunny California! God brought me to a different world that I knew nothing about; and since I wanted to do it my way he released me amongst People Places and Things that I never saw before who I didn't understand. The only Armor God gave me to survive was Faith and Belief; along with what he had given me from Birth which was Knowledge Wisdom and Understanding; and that became a very important tool for my survival; the Faith and Belief was the Key. I had the Key but I didn't know it. My Journey would become my Life Story. If I wanted to be successful in my Journey I had to do it God's way I had to learn the hard way. What I went through was not to test me but to challenge my Faith and my Belief and it was hard! The Trials and Tribulations was horrific I fought Giants that tried to stop me the Storms just kept coming. I lost everything in those Storms I wasn't living I was just existing. Where was God!