Clearing My Mind

I Started My Freshman Year Of High School At A New School In San Antonio Shortly After Moving To Texas I Was Excited For The New Year. Everything Was Normal Until The End Of The Year. Around That Time I Started Having Memory Issues And Depressing Thoughts. My Problems Quickly Developed Into Anxiety Odd Headaches Night Terrors Hallucinations And Dissociative Episodes. Some Of Which Still Plague Me Today. I Had No Motivation To Leave My Bed Or Do Anything. How Could I? I Had No Control Over My Life. . But For Some Strange Reason I Just Started To Write Poetry. I Don’T Even Remember Writing My First One. I Never Had Any Special Interest In Writing And I Had Never Written For Fun Until Then. With This Newfound Ability I Flipped My Lucid Dreams Into Ominous Text And The Voices In My Head Into Little Love Stories. My Life Changed When I Ran Into These Invisible Obstacles But I Was Blessed With A Way To Tune Them Out. So Now I’M A Sixteen Year Old Who Was Struck With A Talented Way With Words And A Passion For Writing Or An Insane Little Kid Who Sputters Pretty Phrases In-Between Loads Of Gibberish. Either Way I’M Having Fun.