Confessions of a Grieving Mother

I Did Not Cry. The Moment Came When Heather Died; I Did Not Shed A Tear. I Felt Numb Like I Was Having An Out Of Body Experience And I Was Watching Myself Go Through The Motions. There Were Things To Do; People To Call It Was Not The Time To Begin To Fall Apart. I Had Just Joined An Elite Club Of Grieving Mothers. This Was The Club No One Talked About Or Wanted To Become A Member Of. From That Moment On My Life Was Getting A Makeover That I Didnt Ask For Let Alone Consent To Allowing It To Happen. It Was Beyond My Control; I Was Not Given A Choice. This Was And Is My Life Now. I Am A Grieving Mother For The Rest Of My Life.