Controlled Chaos

Cha os n.? extreme confusion or disorder - chaotic Uncontrolled Chaos is around us everyday. I can begin with 9/11 really before that it has continued until this present day. Just last week as a marathon was being ran in Boston bombs were set killing innocent by standers as they cheered the runners crossing the finish line in the mist of the devastation was a young child and others whos familys and their lives would change forever.? This indeed makes no sense the countless lives that were destroyed because two brothers decided that their names would go down in history. Children of New town afraid to go to school not knowing if a crazed gunmen would come in and shoot everything and anything that moves watching their school mates and teachers die right before their eyes wondering if they might be next what uncontrolled chaos would make a person snap and take this precious gift of life. Wars and rumors of wars weapons of mass destruction lives hanging in the balance because one country doesnt understand the other or is it just greed? Someone always wanting what the other one has we could go on and on but who really has the correct answer of what causes things to happen and way all the Chaos. Chaos describes the pages of my life from drug dealer to casual user to drug addict to born again christian these areas I thought I had control of but there is no control of a chaotic life style even accepting Christ as my Lord and savior I have no control.