Convalescence

<p><strong>After Blaez returns to Guadalupe Felan is left reeling.</strong></p><p></p><p>Plagued by nightmares and panic attacks he can't stop thinking about his past; the endless abuse he suffered the homeless man he killed and all of the death and destruction he was complacent to. A long story short Felan just wants to disappear.</p><p></p><p>After all it would be better for everyone if he did. He was dangerous to be around and he most definitely shouldn't be allowed around young children - but as Felan gets to know Mrs Walters and the kids he truly begins to understand exactly what he would be leaving behind.</p><p></p><p>Dark thoughts follow him daily and he's afraid they'll win.</p><p></p><p>He wants to get better - he does - but waiting for the past to return is so much easier than striding forward into an unknown future.</p>