Dark Desires

I have found ways to subdue my feelings inside me enough to be able to take the edge of my anger. I do not have to hurt others or hold my pain inside. I can be in control of my feelings and take the edge off not by using drugs or alcohol but by role play and consensual sex with others as a release. I must have given him a look of disapproval as he quickly said You haven't tried it Cassie and there is nothing illegal about consenting adults getting together as a partnership or group to offer one another acceptance pleasure release and comfort. No I said there is not! He smiled at me and touched my face delicately. I know what you have been through. I won't let anyone ever hurt you again. I want you in my world Cassie.