Derek

<p><strong style=color: rgba(15 17 17 1)><em>My house is a mess my underwear is mixing with hers in the laundry and my safe quiet haven now smells of burnt candles and her.</em></strong></p><p></p><p><strong style=color: rgba(15 17 17 1)><em>Indy</em></strong></p><p><span style=color: rgba(15 17 17 1)>Being the founder of a non-profit and keeping it going is my only focus right now. I don't have time for distraction-men my health my friends-all of it takes a back seat to me keeping this going. I've lived by other people's rules for too long I am ready to break out on my own and I'll prove to everyone I can do it. The Crown Project helps sick children and their families find some happiness during hard times and I am committed to making it happen. If I can't have my own I'll give someone else a fairytale. The only man I'd want is off-limits to me anyway. He's the meanest grumpiest and unfortunately the sexiest man I know. He also works with my brother. So there's that. I'll always be a supporting character never the princess. My life just won't let me. It's impossible.</span></p><p></p><p><strong style=color: rgba(15 17 17 1)><em>Derek</em></strong></p><p><span style=color: rgba(15 17 17 1)>Without routine and order the only thing left is chaos. Chaos leaves room for disorder and unhappiness. And that leads to betrayal. Never again will I allow that to happen. I am steady focused and at the top of my game as a tattoo artist at Hel's Ink. I am established successful and there is nothing that happens in my life that I don't allow. And then there is Indy. She is inescapable - a whirlwind of kindness and beauty and goodness. Everything about her is impossible. Left with no choice but to help her out of a challenging situation. I soon regret my decision and the insanity that comes with it. I let her in. Into my home and my life. But never- never- into my heart. There's no such thing as fairytales and love stories don't really exist. But when everything changes I wonder if maybe I've found a little piece of chaos I can live with.</span></p>