Don't Be Ashamed I'm Not

My Choice As I Sit And Think Of Each Hurt And Pain In My Life Over The Years I Sure Am Glad That The Choice I Made To Allow God To Change Me Has Only Strengthened My Relationship With Him. I Know That It Was Only God Who Came And Rescued Me Because I Was At The Doorsteps Of Hell. He Has Guided Me Along With Ordering My Steps Every Day Since I Accepted Him Into My Heart My Mind And My Soul. Jesus Christ Is My Personal Saviour. I Listened To A Sermon In Church On Sunday February 10 2008 And I Can'T Get It Out Of My Head; I Believe That It Is Because God Is Still Healing Me From That Prophetic Message. As I Have Learned To Forgive Others In Order To Be Forgiven I Am Learning To Forgive Myself Daily. I Thank God For Each And Every Person Who Hurt Me Knowingly Or Unknowingly Along With The Trials And Tribulations Because If It Had Not Happened Just That Way I Would Not Be Praying All The Time. I Would Not Be So Eager To Serve On My Ministry At Church. I Definitely Wouldn'T Be Reading The Bible As Much As I Do Nor Would I Attend Church Every Sunday. And Yes God Knows I Would Have Spent My Money Buying A Pair Of Shoes Or An Outfit But Now I Tithe Faithfully Just As The Lord Asks. So He Will Work It All Out If You Allow His Will To Be Done In Your Life. I Didn'T Say That His Road Was Easy But I Will Inform Anyone That I Would Not Change My Life For Anything. I Thank God For All The Interruptions. And I Most Definitely Thank Him For All The People Who Pushed Me Closer To Him. That Is Actually The People Who I Let Hurt Me. So Thank You God For Change. Deangelia M. Walker April 1 2008