Don't tell me to go to HELL

This book is about a young lay in a small North Alabama town starting out hoping to find her true love. Being so young when she first got married she knew nothing about what it was going to be like or what she was about to go through. She was brought up to believe that a marriage was supposed to be loving with trust and happiness. She had to find out that sometimes no matter what you think or believe it doesnt always happen that way. There is a lot of difference in playing house with your boy neighbor and dolls than making a house and home with your breathing walking doll husband. She has to find out the hard way about men that they are all not as loving and trusting as you see on television or hear about in fairytales. No matter how hard on person tries to make a marriage work if the other one doesnt want to try then youre fighting a losing battle. She has to find out what and how it feels to have someone that you love to be unfaithful to you like someone has ripped your heart from your body. And how to try to mend over them put it behind you and go on trying again. The story tells us of many kinds of abuse that abuse isnt just being beaten up or slapped around by men; but that there are many forms of abuse including physical mental sexual and verbal. They can make you feel like you are the lowest person on earth so ugly that no one else would want you. She finds out that sometimes the pain and hurt in a marriage can make you have some really terrible thoughts and that its better to get out of it than to stay in it. She finds out that a days work is sometimes not an eight-hour day that sometimes its more like a sixteen or twenty-hour day but with the help of God you can get through it. And if you do get away you may not have much besides peace of mind and being able to just sit down and not have someone telling you that you need to be doing this or you better have done that but its worth it all. And sometimes we might have to play the part of mo