Life is unfair and nothing in this world makes sense. At least that's the way it looks without a biblical perspective. See what the wise teacher in Ecclesiastes has to say about it all and learn to enjoy God's gifts as God intended. Here is what I have seen to be good and fitting: to eat to drink and enjoy oneself in all one's labor in which he toils under the sun during the few years of his life which God has given him; for this is his reward (Eccles. 5:18). So fear God keep His commandments and enjoy your life!