Emerged

I Didn'T Stay For My Kids But I Stayed Because I Felt Obligated To Prove A Point To Those Who Had Rejected And Rendered Me Useless. I Wanted To Be A Wife So Badly That It Gave Me An Inner Strength To Endure What Others Thought Was Abnormal. I Became Addicted To The Love Bombs That Came After Every Fight Even Though They Didn'T Last Long. I Became Suicidal And Tried Taking My Own Life Later It Became Thoughts That I Didn'T Go Through With. As Time Went By I Started Enjoying The Fights I Became A Narcissist Too Using Beer As A Way To Justify Everything I Wouldn'T Do When I Was Not Drunk. Leaving Was Not Easy But Finally I Walked Away Only To Try One More Time And It All Didn'T Work. I Was Just Putting A Bandage On A Bleeding Wound And It Backfired. I Needed To Heal First. Now That I Am Healed I Want To Share My Mistakes And Ignorance. This Will Help One Or Two People Who Might Be Caught Up In Something Similar To My Own Story. Never Keep A Blind Eye To Any Red Flag.