Existing Without Existence

: Writing about your feelings and experiences can be a therapeutic process allowing you to process your emotions and gain insight into your thoughts and behaviours. This book is a compilation of emotions distressing recollections and personal experiences since the year 2019. It is a relatable narrative for teenagers and a substantial voyage. After expressing my heartfelt feelings on these pages I came to the realization that the reason I am hesitant to form close bonds with others is due to the likelihood that they will eventually depart from my life and cease to be a permanent fixture. Instead I am simply a fleeting checkpoint for others. Although I was aware of this fact I still clung to certain things as though they were part of a divine plan. The journey chronicled in this book is one of self- discovery resilience and growth. Through sharing my experiences and innermost feelings I hope to provide solace and comfort to those who may be going through similar struggles. This book is a testament to the power of vulnerability and the healing that comes from sharing our stories with others. So join me on this journey and let us explore together what it means to truly connect with others even in the face of uncertainty and impermanence.