Feeling Again

<p>Falling for my older brother's best friend isn't as fun as it's cut out to be especially since I'm so screwed up that I'm terrified of commitment and being locked down.<br><br>I crave freedom. I need to let go of the insanity swirling in my head.<br><br>But I do something even crazier than getting high or fighting like I always do. Something even crazier than falling for my brother's best friend.<br><br>I also fall for the one man who hates my guts... Blaze.<br><br>I'm toxic. I ruin everyone and everything I touch.<br><br>And yet... all while still needing Blaze I crave Jonah.<br><br>Allowing both of these men to love me is either going to be what saves me...<br><br>Or what sends me toppling into the deep end.<br><br>**