Finn

<p><strong>Falling for my girlfriend's twin brother wasn't what I had in mind when I hired him to be my son's nanny.</strong></p><p></p><p>Working on my family's cattle ranch the hours are long and sometimes unpredictable so when my regular nanny quits leaving me in a pinch I have to think fast. </p><p></p><p>In walks Ash Tudor. </p><p>My opposite in almost every way. </p><p>He's cheerful and bubbly has horrible taste in music and does yoga in my yard almost every morning in the tightest shorts I've ever seen.</p><p><em>Not that I'm looking.</em> </p><p></p><p>But it's none of those things that have me scratching my head and second guessing everything I thought I knew about myself.</p><p>No... it's the fact that he's a <em>him</em> and I can't seem to keep my eyes away no matter how confusing that may be. </p><p></p><p>I'm nearly thirty and never once have I looked at another man the way I catch myself looking at him. </p><p>The feelings and urges growing inside of me make no sense and then when he gets a special delivery to the house of items he plans to use on himself I can't stop imagining him doing just that... Or imagining <em>me </em>using them on him. </p><p></p><p>But confusion and curiosity aside I can't fall into bed with my son's nanny. </p><p>Doing so would be reckless and irresponsible. </p><p>No matter how tempting it may be.</p>