<p>Hi my name is Rodney Hough formally known in my criminal and drug-addicted state as Rod-Ski. I wrote this book based on my very creative memory that goes as far back as a three-year-old baby. Actually writing this book was sort of journaling for me as a way to get out my feelings all the guilt hurt and pain that comes with being Black and addicted growing up in the ghetto/projects. What you witness as a child can sometimes become part of your thinking and doing. Criminal behavior is a learned behavior just like racism. It can destroy you and your loved ones. The twisted way of thinking is thought to be normal-going to prison normal and getting out and looking good normal. </p><p></p><p>In this book you'll see how I used pain as a source of information to change my overall situation. I wrote it from a place where I found a sense of perfect peace federal prison.</p>