Getting Back Up After The Death Of A Child

<p>The door opened and I was asked to come in. Walking as slow as I could possibly walk I walked through the door and looked over at the large refrigerators for the deceased and saw one drawer opened. As I got closer I could see my son's beard sticking out of the body bag. I froze didn't and couldn't breathe staring at my boy. Got closer and noticed he still had a breathing tube in his mouth then I rubbed his cold face.</p><p></p><p>He had such a peaceful look on his face like he was relieved or at peace. Still in shock I started talking to him but got no answer. I don't know how long I stayed in that room but it felt like forever. I said my goodbyes crying weeping I love you forever son and then it hit me. How am I going to tell my daughter?</p>