God I Don't Want to Be Bitter

God I Don't Want to Be Bitter is a spiritual reflection on what it means to forgive without closure and Even when the relationships Didn't end how you hoped it would. Through lived experience and honesty Zarria walks readers through the process of confronting resentment releasing silent anger and learning how to heal in the presence of God.This book doesn't skip the hard parts. It names the weight of bitterness the silence that follows betrayal and the complicated truth that healing isn't always loud or visible. It explores what forgiveness looks like when you've been misunderstood mishandled or left to carry what someone else refused to name.With scripture reflection and real stories Zarria shares what she learned in the wilderness-the lessons that didn't come easy but came anyway. If you've ever found yourself stuck between faith and frustration love and boundaries hurt and hope this book is for you.Forgiveness doesn't erase the history. But it does open the door to freedom. And sometimes the first step sounds like: God I don't want to be bitter.