Gracie's Journey Out of Darkness

<b>About the Author</b><br><br>It took many years and many steps in my life to try and understand and to figure out the things that happened to me in my childhood. The <i>question I keep coming back to is why did this happen?</i> Beginning at the age of seven up until I was seven years old I repeatedly ask myself <i>why</i> was I born? Was I put here on earth to be tortured did <i>GOD</i> want this for me? I <i>hurt</i> so much inside. I was <i>screaming</i> deep down in my soul<i>But I had to be strong.</i><br><br>During my early adulthood thoughts of <i>suicide</i> were within me but who would take care of my children? So I battled that <i>demon</i> and when he passed the demon of alcohol plagued me until I was forty six years old. With prayer to <i>GOD ALMIGHTY</i> I asked him to save me from myself destruction because I knew I would soon <i>die.</i> To the people out there who ask is there really and truly a GOD for me the answer is <i>yes</i>. There has got to be a <i>Supreme</i>Being because no man or woman walking and breathing on this earth could help save me from myself.<br><br>My world will ever be <i>per say- normal</i> the things that happened to me were <i>normal</i> I am Not your average norman person. Most of the time my world in my being my mind is in a <i>maze</i>. At this time in my life at the age of fifty five I am trying to find my way back to my <i>family circle that is a good thing</i>and pray everyday <i>not to go insane</i>.