Grief Returns

<p>What is grief? What is unresolved grief? </p><p>How could I have unresolved grief after fourteen years? </p><p>I had a wonderful life for ten years. </p><p>What was happening to me? </p><p>I was lost confused and angry. I was afraid. </p> <p>Why do I miss my son so much after fourteen years? </p><p>This is my journey through the turmoil of fluctuating hormones at perimenopause and grief. Patrick died suddenly fourteen years ago. Now I feel as though I have been thrown back in time. My emotions are so real so raw. I miss him. All I want to do is hold him again. I want him back. </p><p>How many women are suffering in silence afraid they are going crazy? </p><p>How many women are too paralyzed by the bubbling up of grief to seek help? </p><p>How many women don't know where to turn to get help? </p><p>I found enough energy to become angry. I had to find some answers. How many women don't have the energy to become angry?</p><p>I found my way through the confusion. I found the right help. I am happy again. I found my life again. I hope my journey will help another woman find her way.</p>