HeartCrystal my wife old lady and soulmate is dead. Theres no way to survive nothing for me to live for. All I want to do is to join her. I dont want to take my own life but if someone does it for me so much the better. She shouldnt have died she shouldnt have left me. My love for her fuelling such an uncontrollable rage it wont be long before I upset the wrong person. I already have but my club did me no favour only banishing me instead of killing me. Now here I am a solitary biker out on the r