Heart Broken (Satan's Devils MC #5)

HeartCrystal my wife old lady and soulmate is dead. Theres no way to survive nothing for me to live for. All I want to do is to join her. I dont want to take my own life but if someone does it for me so much the better. She shouldnt have died she shouldnt have left me. My love for her fuelling such an uncontrollable rage it wont be long before I upset the wrong person. I already have but my club did me no favour only banishing me instead of killing me. Now here I am a solitary biker out on the road with no brothers behind me my only company the ghost of my old lady.Then the cop starts calling me. And I start to live for those calls. My Prez would kill me if he knew I was talking to the detective but somehow I cant stop. Police and outlaw motorcycle clubs cannot and do not mix. MarcI rang to update him on the investigation into Crystals murder my only concern to give the biker closure for the death of his wife. I didnt expect to be talking to someone who was suicidal nor that I would have to expose the loss in my own life to talk him down from the ledge.I didnt expect wed become friends.Im a cop. The natural enemy of the Satans Devils MC. They hated me when I called on them to help Heart but if I couldnt involve them hed end up dead.If it wasnt for me hed no longer be breathing. But cops and bikers dont mix. Feelings dont even come into it. Even our friendship must come to an end. This is a story of the process of grieving with violent and sexy scenes that may be upsetting to some readers and should therefore not be read by anyone under the age of 18.