<p>Awakened in the night Jesus speaking to me a voice</p><p>spoken low. &ldquo;I cannot hear you Jesus help me now</p><p>though this pencil in my hand&rdquo;. He took the pencil and</p><p>pressed it to the page. He wrote words that hurt me</p><p>and made me cry. I could clearly read them even with</p><p>the tears in my eyes. He took the pencil held it to my</p><p>face all the words he erased. He wanted me for a</p><p>purpose but I didn&amp;#39;t carry through then he gave me</p><p>back the pencil and a job for him to do this time I will</p><p>follow his calling to do what he would have me do.</p><p>Through my prayers now I share with you.</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>&nbsp;</p>