Hold You Close

<p>Ian Chase broke my heart at seventeen and I've spent the last eighteen years hating him for it.</p><p>He makes it easy with his smart mouth and playboy lifestyle-which I unfortunately have to observe since he lives behind me. Every time I see him climbing out of his pool practically naked and unreasonably sexy my blood boils.</p><p>I've always loved to loathe him.</p><p>I never planned to need him.</p><p>~</p><p>London Parish is my little sister's best friend not that it stopped me from falling for her.</p><p>Our history is complicated. The only thing we have in common is being godparents to my sister's three adorable kids-until our lives are changed in one tragic moment.</p><p>Now we're trying to raise the children we love mourn an unthinkable loss and fight an undeniable attraction.</p><p>My life is already upside-down and the last thing I need is for old feelings to resurface.</p><p>Because I'll never be able to keep her no matter how hard I try to hold her close...</p>