How A Gray Seed Became A Peace Lily

<p>This story is my testimony of how after suffering great personal losses-five family members in two and a half years including the loss of my spouse of thirty-one years which was the most devastating loss of all-I was resigned to end my life. My story takes the reader through the darkest moments in dealing with grief and quest for our purpose in life. I wanted to give a raw honest account of my feelings so I held nothing back. My story will take you through my heartache pain and thoughts of suicide with many twists and turns. It also is a story of how God came to me through my grieving process a year and a half after my loss and saved me. Through my testimony I hope to help others who have suffered deep emotional losses understand that there can be meaning purpose and yes even joy to life with a personal relationship with God through Jesus Christ.</p>