I Am NOT!

When enough of the world comes at you telling you youre nothing you believe. You become what you believe. You become until the pain of becoming is too great to bear. You constantly ask yourself: What if I dont know the answer? What if Im wrong? What if they know Im wrong? What if they laugh? What if fearing failure makes you fail? Youre faced with a choice. To stay. Or to change. Or to end. If youre lucky enough love begins seeping through lighting a path to change. This is the story of I Am NOT a memoir of triumph over verbal and emotional abuse bullying disordered eating and societal norms. A journey of self-deprecation and the promise of continued growth. An anecdotal warning of the challenges kids teens and adults still face today.