This Book Is An Autobiography Of My Experiences In Combat During The Vietnam War. At Those Controversial Times I Had To Reinvent Myself And Adjust To Every Unique Situation Not Only For My Survival But Also For My Comrades. Many Times I Used Humor At Critical Times. Was I A Clown Fool Survivor Or All Of The Above? All I Know As A Leader In Combat I Could Not Show Fear Or Become Too Emotional Even As Men Were Being Torn Apart From Shrapnel Or Bullets. I Was Expected To Keep My Composure And A Clear Head To Have A Chance To Come Back Alive At The Same Time Accomplish Our Mission. Trust Me I Was Not Any Different Than The Other Men But I Had To Act Like I Was. I Still Had To Find Ways To Vent My Emotions. In Nam One-Liners And Sick Humor Became My Repertoire. Some New Guys Thought I Was Crazy At Times Which Was Okay As Long As I Could Maintain Control.