I Might Be Nothing

<P>This book is excerpts from journal writing by a scholarly teenager moving into her twenties when deep-seated depression begins to override all other ambitions.<P>Memories of sexual abuse as a young child extensive therapy difficulties in receiving mental health care many suicide attempts extended (and one traumatic) stays in psychiatric wards - all are chronicled in her journals. <P>At the same time she earned an Honours degree in biochemistry and then was refused entry to medical colleges across Canada all of which increased the terrible vortex into a completed suicide.