I really tried not to write about you

I am absolutely sure that yesterday I knew way more than I know today. I had thoughts in my mind but now I remain thoughtless.I had visions but they're invisible now. I felt love but I am out of love right now. I knew your smell but the only thing I am able to smell right now is the body spray you always use which I bought to comfort myself when you're not around. I saw things that made me smile but today I am blind.I heard your laugher but all I can hear right now is silence. And I felt you but all I can sense right now is the cold blade on my skin and it'll give way to the feeling of my warm blood soon.