I Was a Child but Not

<p>What if every weekend with my parents was always a time to dread? </p><p>When you are a child you naturally expect to feel safe but that was not my experience. </p><p>What if your mom was an accessory to the crimes your dad permitted? </p><p>What if you carry anguish pain and devastation of your childhood into your marriage? </p><p>What if instead of your dad being a protector he is instead the one who brings terror into your life?</p>