If Only I Prayed Things Would Have Been Different

<p>Could it have given me the peace I was searching for even in the midst of struggle? In those moments of uncertainty I wonder if praying would have made the difference. The truth is we can't change the past. All we have is the present and the lessons learned from the what-ifs. A part of me still wonders if I had stepped up instead of hesitating if I had embraced the chance to play instead of holding back would my story have unfolded in a different way?</p>